I’m sitting in art history class and it’s taunting me. All I want to do is travel the world. I want to make money just to spend it all on plane tickets. To go to Greece, Italy, Machu Pichu. Australia, Spain, India, China, London. I want to see the world and open my mind to all of the different ways of life, art, architecture; To get out of the mindset that school and work is all that there is to life.
It’s hard for me to grasp the concept that my family will never do anything as a whole again. We will never open christmas gifts together in the living room or go out to dinner as a family. Ever. What do I do on my birthday? Who’s house do I go to for Christmas, Thanksgiving? I’m curious to see how this next year plays out.
I just stumbled across the realization that my whole circle of friends lacks religion. Usually at least one person has some form of religious background, but there isn’t one of my girl friends that do. I also find it odd how each one of us is searching to fill different voids, yet nobody really knows how to go about filling them. I’m not saying God is the answer or that religion will solve all of our problems. I just think it’s really weird how both of these things are prevalent in each one of us.
I think a lot, lot, lot. But I never get anywhere with my thoughts. They just kind of sit there. I don’t really know what to do with them, I guess.
